Back again. Changed thinking over the past few days, not really understanding why. Seem to be coming more aware of the things I can no longer do and the stark fact that there's no way back. I'm not able to do things and I'll only be able to do less and less. I really need to focus on what I can do and take joy in in that, but that's not coming easy at the moment.


Decided to stop work. Intended to carry on until July but reached the point of not being able to summon the mental and physical energy required to cope with the stress of the job.


So weather fine, Wimbledon to look forward to, and a lifetime (!) of leisure ahead. With, of course, more blogging.